Phat to Fabulous!

31 January 2006

I must be on crack!

Because that is the only way I can explain what I am about to do. In order for me to see in the end, what the true results of my labor are, I need to document where I am at the beginning of this struggle. Unfortunately, I didn't do this in the very beginning about 6 weeks ago when I started, but lets just put it this way, I was bigger! :) When I started I weighed in at 245, which is more than I ever weighed in my ninth month of pregnancy with either of my girls. How f$#*ing ridiculous! However as of today here are the statistics:

Now that my heart has just jumped up my throat and on to my keyboard let me explain my thought here. If I post this for all the world to see, I will force myself to stick to my plan. I hate failing at stuff, especially when there are other people who are watching me fail. So in an effort to prevent any embarrassment, I have resolved in myself that I WILL NOT FAIL! No ifs, ands or butts (and no I didn't spell that wrong) about it!
Like I said my first goal is to get below 200 lbs., which at this point is still 30 lbs. away, which is sadly about the same amount that my almost 2 year old weighs. So my first battle will be to lose one small person. By the end of my journey I would like to get to around 150 - 160 lbs. For my height they say, whoever the he!! they are, that I am supposed to be around 115 to 135 lbs. However, I think that is for the little skinny chicks that are scared to look at a piece of bread. In the words of Mo'Nique, "Skinny b!tches are evil!" I like food! I like to chew! But I am slowly learning the right things to chew and the right ways to cook the food I like. I refuse to do this by using some kind of fad diet that will make me gain all the weight back in a month after losing it. I am trying to change my lifestyle and eat better so that I don't die, before my kids get married, which is definitely realistic, considering when I started my body fat level was 44.3% which is considered extremely obese. Not to mention my family history of heart disease, cancer and everything else. I would like to get my body fat level to around 20% when I am through.
My Workout:
So I do have a trainer and we have slowly increased my work out. Right now this is what I am doing at least 4 times a week.

In addition to my workout I am keeping myself, most of the time anyway, on a 2000-calorie daily diet. Making sure to incorporate all of the food groups into my daily food choices. They, here they go again, say that you should have a daily goal of at least 6 ounces of grains, 2 1/2 cups of vegetables, 2 cups of fruits, 3 cups of dairy, and 5 1/2 ounces of protein (meats and beans). I have found it best to stick to my plan when I am putting it on paper. Writing down and tracking what I am eating so that I can see it all in black and white. Kind of like I am doing with this blog.

So yesterday I did go to the gym, it was ridiculously crowded. It has been like this since the beginning of the year, when everyone made their new years resolutions. My gym has a kids room, usually when I go, my girls are the only two kids in the kids room. Last night there were 10 kids total in the room. They had to have 2 people in there, it was nuts. When I got out of the locker room there were no elliptical machines. Annoying! I kind of wish that everyone that is going to fall off the band wagon would just hurry up and do it now, because it is kind of getting ridiculous. Anyway I did my full workout, with the exception of my fitness ball stuff, because I have one at home and something just isn't right about sticking a big ball between your legs and lifting them in the air in public, even if it is a gym. I will do that in the privacy of my own home thanks!

I plan to make it to the gym today, hopefully that happens. I always get there feeling like I should just turn around and go home, but I always feel better afterwards, so I just have to keep remembering that. Keep your fingers crossed for me. I will hopefully be fabulous in no time! :)

Also, add your comments, let me know what you think of the blog. I need all the motivation I can get. Thanks! ~L

Best Weight Loss Quote:
Justine (Run, from Run DMC's, wife) in "Episode 105: Justine Diets and Angela Interns" of Run's House on MTV said, "Baby I just need to do something, I think my mouth is just tired of chewing."



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  • posted by Elle Jefe at 1/31/2006 09:45:00 AM

    5 Comments:

    so, i fell into your blog and i commend you on your efforts. i liked your contents cuz they were just froma real place, no fluff, just real. good luck cuz losing weight is haaaaaaaaaard work. i lost some last year and i thought i would have died, but i made it through, so keep it movin!!!!!!!

    1/31/2006 12:01 PM  

    i have a question, hit me back when ya get a chance. thanx!!!!

    1/31/2006 12:08 PM  

    You go girl how ever watch what you say aboub skinny bitches I might get offended. yea right. SO once I get done witht his job I will be able to go to the gym too. (not to loose weight for all those who think I will disapear...chris) To tone what is not toned. So we can go to the gym together yea a gym buddy other than Corey. It will start next week, I hope. But good luck to you and when you get to your goal weight we can go shopping yea.

    1/31/2006 12:59 PM  

    L Boogie!!!!!! You know for years we have had the same ol "resolution" and same ol empty promise of losing weight...and it's not surprising that those "promises" were based on fad diets. But I am so glad that we have both finally decided that we are going to just completely change the way we look at the things we put in our body as a whole. As your sister, I wish you nothing but the best of luck. And I will be with EVERY STEP OF THE WAY!!!!!

    1/31/2006 9:36 PM  

    I second all the sister stuff Kye said :)

    And you have to keep me motivated cuz the boys each wanna put on 15lbs....so I said I'd lose the 30 and give it to them!

    2/01/2006 8:05 PM  

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